Breaking Up, p19
3 months ago
So I treated myself since i actually got a decent paycheck and bought myself Bioshock. It's pretty dang good...well it's gotten a 10 out of 10 on reviews, so i kinda new it was going to be pretty good.
It's set in around 1940's So the enviroment kicks ass, But it's set in an underwater world that a guy created in order to get away from the worlds governments and of course doesn't work out. everyone is crazy. I'm getting ahead of myself tho. It starts off with my char. flying in a plane, and it wrecks in the ocean with this light house in the middle of nowhere. Once you go in there is only one real path...a diving vehical that goes down and goes into this underwater city. Well all i have to say about this game....it's pretty damn scary at some points now that i'm farther alongin the game it's not too scary but when the game first started they did some crazy shit like picking up something the lights go out for a second. and you turn around and right in your face is a scary ass doctor. but anyway i'll post the trailor on here so you can see what it's like.
Well i think i'm going to try to be friends with this girl. But i have to move on with my feelings. So looks like i'm going to be going on a date with the next contestant that apparently actually wants to go out on a date and i don't even have to write a damn blog about myself (or video) so will see how it goes....i'm going to say maybe within the next couple of weeks that will happen...but she seems really nice lvl headed apparently wants a relationship and isn't afraid even tho she can't seem to find a nice guy either. So i'm excited about that. tho there are some downfalls tho i don't know how i will feel about it until i actually come to them. It's something i never really wanted to get involved with really but it's so hard to find a nice women in life...and from what i've seen of her she seems like a really genuinely nice girl...and from what i gather has a little freak side to her....but we shall see...someone that loves me for me and doesn't cut me off from her emotions and likes to express her emotions is what i really want.
anyway so here is attempt #4 since i've been single of a women that i like and could see something maybe come from it.....i'm getting really tired of this
Ok so a Friend and I had pretty much the whole day to hang out and along our journey we went to a place called big lots......basically a place that sells stuff that other stores don't sell at discounted prices......well we ran across RAP SNACKS and i fell in love......actually i couldn't stop laughing
Ok sorry but the sound is not synced with the video.....it took around 12 hrs to encode and i'm not going to do it again.
so i got the newest Hellsing dvd last friday with my paycheck and all i have to say is it kicks ass...this series is sooo much better then the first one they put out..same story (tho next dvd it's going to change to follow the anime) but these are going straight to dvd in japan instead of going on tv that way they can get away with alot more stuff......gore being a big one because this version is so amazing. anyway check out the AMV that i found on youtube.
well i'm sure i'll catch hell for this Vlog but whats new....and what does it really matter i can't ever get a women to like me even tho it seems they have more problems then I so what if i have some insecurities i love myself more then most people...yeah maybe i want to be loved by someone a little too much but is that so bad really?
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