well since live video is being gay tonight it's giving me an error everytime i try and click upload SOOOO i'm just going to post it on here with the new blogger draft...hopefully it works since i know people have been having problems.
so while i'm waiting for this to upload i'll say i'm pretty happy now...i thought i'd really care big time that she didn't like me after all....nope i'm pretty good......tho i must thank her because i'm going deeper into my religion do to her comment.....even if it's true or not. but if i'm not the perfect guy...i will be
well i'm sure i'll catch hell for this Vlog but whats new....and what does it really matter i can't ever get a women to like me even tho it seems they have more problems then I so what if i have some insecurities i love myself more then most people...yeah maybe i want to be loved by someone a little too much but is that so bad really?
so i did my first tarot reading....and it's not at least to me what typically people think when they think of tarot...reading the future and what not...i don't know if there is spirit work or divine powers in motion that makes it work (tho i will ask for guidance no matter what) so anyway basically my big problem was i was trying to understand what the cards are and what they mean without doing anything but looking at the card......YOU JUST CAN'T!!! you can say whats going on in the picture and what it might mean to you but that don't tell you jack.......so i ask a question, mix the deck as i keep asking the question.....and then it starts to come together as i do one card after the next.....and depending on the spread i'm going i might only use one card or even up to 20 cards and each card meaning something different for your question........the one i did had a card that you pick out ahead of time the represents yourself at this time and moment.....then when you start turning over the cards .....card #2 represents past experiences. card #3 represents opportunity for growth card #4 represents future possibilities card #5 represents overall comment and card #6 was a optional arcana card which completes it if it doesn't feel fulfilled.......which mine at the end was the star......which represent hope....interesting.....but anyway i like this...due to the way our brains work as humans we have egos and with the tarot to fully understand what the cards mean we have to let our ego go.....and granted basically (tho i could be wrong since i just started) it's almost like looking into something way too much...you can get meaning out of anything just about if you study it long enough.....so in a sense it might be something just stupid works with how the brain works and gets creative but the point is...it makes you think about stuff that you never thought about without the tarot and in my book gives it a thumbs up and i'll be sure to use it.......and maybe as i get better at reading the cards because trust me it took me about an hour and half to go thru the spread my readings will become clearer.....because yes since this was my first reading i'm still wondering if i read them correctly but i have always and will always go with my intuition
Alrighty i'm bored so i'm going to post videos of my personal favorite people to watch on live video and explain why.
why? because he makes great videos like this...he reminds me alot of myself looks at all aspects and makes his own opinion
Blue Fire Witch
why just a pagan and i like any info i can get from pagans
i like her because shes a pagan and lives pretty close to me and shes a little crazy and i like crazy
and now for my subscriptions that i like to watch because i'm a guy and want a little eye candy....but they have to be fun on screen and just the way they present themselves i feel they have a good heart
she just really seems like a nice down to earth girl and without a doubt i could see making someone a very happy person.
The Bad Omen
umm i just found her and subscribed. first and formost i love me some dark eyes and her's are amazing...reminds me of that waitress at the hop.......which i havn't seen in quite some time RAH!!! and secondly she just seems really fun and kooky...and that is a big plus for me becuase i need someone to counter my seriousness all the time.
lol but who cares there just people that are fun to watch. anwyay i do have more people that i am subscribed to but these are the ones i watch the most
Here you will find information regarding the Law of Attraction, one of the Universal Laws. Before you look over this information, here is a brief explanation of Universal Law.
Universal Laws govern the Universe. They are basic principles of life and have been around since Creation. They are laws of the Divine Universe. Universal Laws apply to everyone, everywhere. They cannot be changed. They cannot be broken.
The Universal Law of Attraction (LOA) is the most powerful force in the universe. It is simple in concept but practice is necessary. But once you "get it", there is no looking back! It will be part of you forever. The simplest definition of this law is "like attracts like." Other definitions include:
You get what you think about, whether wanted or unwanted.
All forms of matter and energy are attracted to that which is of a like vibration.
You are a living magnet.
You get what you put your energy and focus on, whether wanted or unwanted.
Energy attracts like energy
Everything draws to itself that which is like itself.
Here are some ways of expressing the Law of Attraction:
Birds of a feather flock together
Like attracts like
Whatever you want wants you
What you sow, you reap
What you put out you get back
What comes around goes around
The Law of Attraction is fun to learn and use because you are always watching, waiting expectantly for your desires to manifest. You can deliberately use this law to create your future!
Universal Law of Attraction
How do you create your desires using the powerful law? There are just a few basic steps.
This universal law is working in your life right now, whether you are aware of it or not. You are attracting the people, situations, jobs and much more into your life. Once you are aware of this law and how it works, you can start to use it to deliberately attract what you want into your life.
1. Get very clear on what you want
2. Visualize and raise your vibration about it
3. Take inspired action
4 . Allow It
You must be very clear on exactly what your desire is. Focus on it. Give it all your positive energy. Feel good!
A major factor behind this Universal Law is the energy and vibrations of our emotions and feelings. Any thought you may have, when combined with emotion, vibrates out from you to the universe and will attract back what you want.
You can leave all the details to the universe. Let the Universe figure out the method of delivery, when you will receive it, etc. Now all you have to do is Allow It. Sounds easy, right? This can be the most difficult part to do. Be doubt-free. All you need to do is expect it. Act like you already have it. Be grateful.
And always take inspired action. If something feels right, then go ahead and do it. Taking action is an important step.
That is it! You can always be expectant of good things, your desires. Feel good knowing your desire is on its way to you.
Always expect your desires. Expect miracles.
Most of you who begin this deliberate creation beat up on yourselves too much and we would like to let you off the hook by saying to you that LOA (law of attraction) is a very powerful thing. And you can't fight LOA. You just have to let LOA play out as it will. So if you have a habit of thought, LOA is going to bring more of that thought to you which means you're probably going to think that thought more. And as you think that thought more you're going to have more of those feelings and LOA is going to bring you more of that stuff. It's sort of like being mad at gravity. Damn - everytime I jump in the air I come right down. And we say it helps to accept gravity. It helps to acknowledge that this is the way gravity works and in time you learn to deal with it. You learn that there are many more benefits to it than there are detriments to it. And LOA is the same way. In time you come to realize its consitent nature is very beneficial to you so you don't ride around in the discomfort of LOA, instead you let it work for you.
ALL INFO IS FROM LAW OF ATTRACTION INFO WEBSITE
ok scratch that last post i found the actual whole movie.
alrighty for everyone that loves Rooster Teeth and Red vs Blue (sadly they only have one more episode left for RvB) they just brought out a mini series so far that is already funny and they only have 2 episodes out right now but check them out there great so far
hey everyone i wanted to post a video that i think is just the greatest....it's about Comfort and Kirk Cameron could prove that god exists without invoking faith or the bible with the rational response team (a group to open up the eyes of people and getting the word out that god doesn't exist)
alrighty people i finally have my camera and actually i was going to get the $80 instead of the $130 one do to my job and pay.....but they had the one in the center that goes for $100 on sale for $75 so i picked that one right up...anyway and will start the fun.
Alright few more updates for this site.....mainly i added my imeem account playlist on here since imeem is alot better because i can mooch off of other peoples uploaded songs instead of uploading song after song and taking forever so yeah pretty damn cool
well i'm also going to be downgrading my camera i am going to be getting for a couple of reasons.....one being pay and me being impatient but also the one i was going to get had a widescreen camera...it's just going to be me in the frame and also i don't think most websites adjust the settings for the aspect ratio they just stay a square no matter what....i looked online for sample video of what the new cam i'm going to get looks like and it's got a good picture...tho some peoples sound is off from there voice tho that might just be old computer or maybe they are sitting to far away and the mic aint picking it up until it's a little late which makes for the delay....but the people that do have it nicely working it's very very nice.....it's not high def either but i'm thinking that is just stupid right now because with most computers unless you have a brand new one you won't be able to get it to that nice of a pic anyway without it being all choppy as hell.......so i think this will do just fine anyway heres is the cam i am going to get now
alright i think i'm pretty satisfied with my blog layout i've done most of the stuff i can do in order to get traffic coming to the site.....tho i do wish i could get rid of the borders in the template but i'm very fuzzy with my website skills anymore
sorry everyone my site is all fucked now....i couldn't stand the templates blogger gives you...only 2 rows...the stuff i want to stick on this thing makes the site look to cluddered so i upgraded to this 3 row template the only problem is all my shit that i had on here went out the window (except for my blogs.....so in the mean time i'm very sorry
i really am sorry for the delay people. i really want to start doing these videos. I even have tried to mess with the blue tooth headset again even if i did screw up my sound again but i can't seem to get it to work. i can get it where i can hear audio out of it but can't seem to get it to where it will record my voice. so blah. then prolly after i'm done getting that i'll prolly pick up a nice big massive external harddrive so i can store all my videos on it (along with mp3) that way i won't have to worry about looseing anything.
anyway here my camera i'm going to get
It's going to be roughly $100 if i get it online. i don't know how much if will cost if i get it at a store...tho it's retailed at $130 and then i still got to pay tax....blah
anyway lets see if i can't find a kewl vid to entertain people for the time being.
alrighty i updated this site a little more. anyway check out my shared stuff right under my history on the right of the page it's got some sexy videos that i find really cool and what not.....so check them out until i get a webcam and what not. so i can do this shit properly
and like i said it only takes a second but if people could click on the google ads that would be wonderful and if this blog gets big enough i might even switch it to it's own website...tho i'm thinking that would just be a headache since i'm out of shape as far as my webdesign skills go.
anyway thanks for you time guys.
Ok this is prolly going to be my only video until i either get my new camera or i get a boom mic or something.....i actually got my bloothtooth headset to work but now my computers sound is completely fucked up......i didn't even think the video actually worked.....it played fine but it didn't have any sound (well it did since i checked it down stairs in the basement with another computer).....sooo hopefully i can get my computer up and running to normal lol gotta love computer
anyway heres the crappy short vid
Ok update on my situation......i got my xbox live vision camera to work...so i can now make movies and post them.......but i need a microphone now since i don't have one...and i can never seem to get my blue tooth headset to work with my computer (tho that would be pretty bad ass if i could) anyway soon as i get a boom microphone or something i will start uploading my blogs. so check back frequently.
alrighty within the next 2 weeks i'll be picking up a webcam and i will be starting to do vblogs and this will be my main site i'll be posting them on. and livevideo will be my site where i upload my videos on. so just keep yourself posted on my new videos alot will be on the basics of my spiritual journey in life.