Hunting, p04
16 hours ago
well i saw my one friend on facebook changed her webpage status one a blogger and i realized i have neglected my blog on here....then again i havn't been blogging much at all lately..which i think is a good thing considering how open i am on them.....it tends i think to repel people from my life instead of gathering them closer to me.
so anyway life update.
I'm moving forward ALOT as of recent. i got a job at the starbucks distribution center (which i need to call them prolly tomorrow so find out whats going on with that...they said i should start on the 14th but they said they would call me back to confirm it as definate and so far nothing....so i'm getting a little worried. but it's a done deal no matter i already took my drug test and all that good stuff.
Then i got a car about 2 weeks ago before i got the job......freedom finally. independance. the feeling of not having a car is like not being a whole man...like not being able to provide for your family.....it's one of the worst feelings a man can ever feel.
SO with a car and a new job...that will bring me in enough money to actually start being able to enjoy my freedom i am pretty sure the next goal is to start studying.....or just take it right away and see how well i do at it......but GED is the next step. then College...sadly i have no clue what i want to do......so i might just major in writing (i know that is not the propper title but who cares) and then minor in theology.....that way I can write my sexy fantasy books and then if i want to i have theology under my belt i can write about that as well. cause those 2 things are what i keep going back too.
anyway thats all i got for tonight
So I treated myself since i actually got a decent paycheck and bought myself Bioshock. It's pretty dang good...well it's gotten a 10 out of 10 on reviews, so i kinda new it was going to be pretty good.
It's set in around 1940's So the enviroment kicks ass, But it's set in an underwater world that a guy created in order to get away from the worlds governments and of course doesn't work out. everyone is crazy. I'm getting ahead of myself tho. It starts off with my char. flying in a plane, and it wrecks in the ocean with this light house in the middle of nowhere. Once you go in there is only one real path...a diving vehical that goes down and goes into this underwater city. Well all i have to say about this game....it's pretty damn scary at some points now that i'm farther alongin the game it's not too scary but when the game first started they did some crazy shit like picking up something the lights go out for a second. and you turn around and right in your face is a scary ass doctor. but anyway i'll post the trailor on here so you can see what it's like.
Ok so a Friend and I had pretty much the whole day to hang out and along our journey we went to a place called big lots......basically a place that sells stuff that other stores don't sell at discounted prices......well we ran across RAP SNACKS and i fell in love......actually i couldn't stop laughing
Ok sorry but the sound is not synced with the video.....it took around 12 hrs to encode and i'm not going to do it again.
so i got the newest Hellsing dvd last friday with my paycheck and all i have to say is it kicks ass...this series is sooo much better then the first one they put out..same story (tho next dvd it's going to change to follow the anime) but these are going straight to dvd in japan instead of going on tv that way they can get away with alot more stuff......gore being a big one because this version is so amazing. anyway check out the AMV that i found on youtube.
well since live video is being gay tonight it's giving me an error everytime i try and click upload SOOOO i'm just going to post it on here with the new blogger draft...hopefully it works since i know people have been having problems.
so while i'm waiting for this to upload i'll say i'm pretty happy now...i thought i'd really care big time that she didn't like me after all....nope i'm pretty good......tho i must thank her because i'm going deeper into my religion do to her comment.....even if it's true or not. but if i'm not the perfect guy...i will be
well i'm sure i'll catch hell for this Vlog but whats new....and what does it really matter i can't ever get a women to like me even tho it seems they have more problems then I so what if i have some insecurities i love myself more then most people...yeah maybe i want to be loved by someone a little too much but is that so bad really?
so i did my first tarot reading....and it's not at least to me what typically people think when they think of tarot...reading the future and what not...i don't know if there is spirit work or divine powers in motion that makes it work (tho i will ask for guidance no matter what) so anyway basically my big problem was i was trying to understand what the cards are and what they mean without doing anything but looking at the card......YOU JUST CAN'T!!! you can say whats going on in the picture and what it might mean to you but that don't tell you jack.......so i ask a question, mix the deck as i keep asking the question.....and then it starts to come together as i do one card after the next.....and depending on the spread i'm going i might only use one card or even up to 20 cards and each card meaning something different for your question........the one i did had a card that you pick out ahead of time the represents yourself at this time and moment.....then when you start turning over the cards .....card #2 represents past experiences. card #3 represents opportunity for growth card #4 represents future possibilities card #5 represents overall comment and card #6 was a optional arcana card which completes it if it doesn't feel fulfilled.......which mine at the end was the star......which represent hope....interesting.....but anyway i like this...due to the way our brains work as humans we have egos and with the tarot to fully understand what the cards mean we have to let our ego go.....and granted basically (tho i could be wrong since i just started) it's almost like looking into something way too much...you can get meaning out of anything just about if you study it long enough.....so in a sense it might be something just stupid works with how the brain works and gets creative but the point is...it makes you think about stuff that you never thought about without the tarot and in my book gives it a thumbs up and i'll be sure to use it.......and maybe as i get better at reading the cards because trust me it took me about an hour and half to go thru the spread my readings will become clearer.....because yes since this was my first reading i'm still wondering if i read them correctly but i have always and will always go with my intuition
Alrighty i'm bored so i'm going to post videos of my personal favorite people to watch on live video and explain why.
Brett Keane
why? because he makes great videos like this...he reminds me alot of myself looks at all aspects and makes his own opinion
Blue Fire Witch
why just a pagan and i like any info i can get from pagans
Madd Goddess
i like her because shes a pagan and lives pretty close to me and shes a little crazy and i like crazy
and now for my subscriptions that i like to watch because i'm a guy and want a little eye candy....but they have to be fun on screen and just the way they present themselves i feel they have a good heart
karalinagirl
she just really seems like a nice down to earth girl and without a doubt i could see making someone a very happy person.
The Bad Omen
umm i just found her and subscribed. first and formost i love me some dark eyes and her's are amazing...reminds me of that waitress at the hop.......which i havn't seen in quite some time RAH!!! and secondly she just seems really fun and kooky...and that is a big plus for me becuase i need someone to counter my seriousness all the time.
lol but who cares there just people that are fun to watch. anwyay i do have more people that i am subscribed to but these are the ones i watch the most
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