Breaking Up, p16
2 months ago
so i got the newest Hellsing dvd last friday with my paycheck and all i have to say is it kicks ass...this series is sooo much better then the first one they put out..same story (tho next dvd it's going to change to follow the anime) but these are going straight to dvd in japan instead of going on tv that way they can get away with alot more stuff......gore being a big one because this version is so amazing. anyway check out the AMV that i found on youtube.
well since live video is being gay tonight it's giving me an error everytime i try and click upload SOOOO i'm just going to post it on here with the new blogger draft...hopefully it works since i know people have been having problems.
so while i'm waiting for this to upload i'll say i'm pretty happy now...i thought i'd really care big time that she didn't like me after all....nope i'm pretty good......tho i must thank her because i'm going deeper into my religion do to her comment.....even if it's true or not. but if i'm not the perfect guy...i will be
well i'm sure i'll catch hell for this Vlog but whats new....and what does it really matter i can't ever get a women to like me even tho it seems they have more problems then I so what if i have some insecurities i love myself more then most people...yeah maybe i want to be loved by someone a little too much but is that so bad really?
so i did my first tarot reading....and it's not at least to me what typically people think when they think of tarot...reading the future and what not...i don't know if there is spirit work or divine powers in motion that makes it work (tho i will ask for guidance no matter what) so anyway basically my big problem was i was trying to understand what the cards are and what they mean without doing anything but looking at the card......YOU JUST CAN'T!!! you can say whats going on in the picture and what it might mean to you but that don't tell you jack.......so i ask a question, mix the deck as i keep asking the question.....and then it starts to come together as i do one card after the next.....and depending on the spread i'm going i might only use one card or even up to 20 cards and each card meaning something different for your question........the one i did had a card that you pick out ahead of time the represents yourself at this time and moment.....then when you start turning over the cards .....card #2 represents past experiences. card #3 represents opportunity for growth card #4 represents future possibilities card #5 represents overall comment and card #6 was a optional arcana card which completes it if it doesn't feel fulfilled.......which mine at the end was the star......which represent hope....interesting.....but anyway i like this...due to the way our brains work as humans we have egos and with the tarot to fully understand what the cards mean we have to let our ego go.....and granted basically (tho i could be wrong since i just started) it's almost like looking into something way too much...you can get meaning out of anything just about if you study it long enough.....so in a sense it might be something just stupid works with how the brain works and gets creative but the point is...it makes you think about stuff that you never thought about without the tarot and in my book gives it a thumbs up and i'll be sure to use it.......and maybe as i get better at reading the cards because trust me it took me about an hour and half to go thru the spread my readings will become clearer.....because yes since this was my first reading i'm still wondering if i read them correctly but i have always and will always go with my intuition
Alrighty i'm bored so i'm going to post videos of my personal favorite people to watch on live video and explain why.
Brett Keane
why? because he makes great videos like this...he reminds me alot of myself looks at all aspects and makes his own opinion
Blue Fire Witch
why just a pagan and i like any info i can get from pagans
Madd Goddess
i like her because shes a pagan and lives pretty close to me and shes a little crazy and i like crazy
and now for my subscriptions that i like to watch because i'm a guy and want a little eye candy....but they have to be fun on screen and just the way they present themselves i feel they have a good heart
karalinagirl
she just really seems like a nice down to earth girl and without a doubt i could see making someone a very happy person.
The Bad Omen
umm i just found her and subscribed. first and formost i love me some dark eyes and her's are amazing...reminds me of that waitress at the hop.......which i havn't seen in quite some time RAH!!! and secondly she just seems really fun and kooky...and that is a big plus for me becuase i need someone to counter my seriousness all the time.
lol but who cares there just people that are fun to watch. anwyay i do have more people that i am subscribed to but these are the ones i watch the most
alrighty for everyone that loves Rooster Teeth and Red vs Blue (sadly they only have one more episode left for RvB) they just brought out a mini series so far that is already funny and they only have 2 episodes out right now but check them out there great so far
hey everyone i wanted to post a video that i think is just the greatest....it's about Comfort and Kirk Cameron could prove that god exists without invoking faith or the bible with the rational response team (a group to open up the eyes of people and getting the word out that god doesn't exist)
Alright few more updates for this site.....mainly i added my imeem account playlist on here since imeem is alot better because i can mooch off of other peoples uploaded songs instead of uploading song after song and taking forever so yeah pretty damn cool
well i'm also going to be downgrading my camera i am going to be getting for a couple of reasons.....one being pay and me being impatient but also the one i was going to get had a widescreen camera...it's just going to be me in the frame and also i don't think most websites adjust the settings for the aspect ratio they just stay a square no matter what....i looked online for sample video of what the new cam i'm going to get looks like and it's got a good picture...tho some peoples sound is off from there voice tho that might just be old computer or maybe they are sitting to far away and the mic aint picking it up until it's a little late which makes for the delay....but the people that do have it nicely working it's very very nice.....it's not high def either but i'm thinking that is just stupid right now because with most computers unless you have a brand new one you won't be able to get it to that nice of a pic anyway without it being all choppy as hell.......so i think this will do just fine anyway heres is the cam i am going to get now
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