well i saw my one friend on facebook changed her webpage status one a blogger and i realized i have neglected my blog on here....then again i havn't been blogging much at all lately..which i think is a good thing considering how open i am on them.....it tends i think to repel people from my life instead of gathering them closer to me.
so anyway life update.
I'm moving forward ALOT as of recent. i got a job at the starbucks distribution center (which i need to call them prolly tomorrow so find out whats going on with that...they said i should start on the 14th but they said they would call me back to confirm it as definate and so far nothing....so i'm getting a little worried. but it's a done deal no matter i already took my drug test and all that good stuff.
Then i got a car about 2 weeks ago before i got the job......freedom finally. independance. the feeling of not having a car is like not being a whole man...like not being able to provide for your family.....it's one of the worst feelings a man can ever feel.
SO with a car and a new job...that will bring me in enough money to actually start being able to enjoy my freedom i am pretty sure the next goal is to start studying.....or just take it right away and see how well i do at it......but GED is the next step. then College...sadly i have no clue what i want to do......so i might just major in writing (i know that is not the propper title but who cares) and then minor in theology.....that way I can write my sexy fantasy books and then if i want to i have theology under my belt i can write about that as well. cause those 2 things are what i keep going back too.
anyway thats all i got for tonight
Ok so a Friend and I had pretty much the whole day to hang out and along our journey we went to a place called big lots......basically a place that sells stuff that other stores don't sell at discounted prices......well we ran across RAP SNACKS and i fell in love......actually i couldn't stop laughing

So I got to see Blood Diamond tonight...scratch that i got to see part of Blood Diamond tonight. why only part you ask? Well last night we had bought some Microsoft points from xbox live and we downloaded 300 first because my dad hasn't seen it yet that went thru great no problem, But then when we went to download Blood Diamond it just wasn't working so we never got to watch it all the way thru....well my brother called customer support tonight to bitch at them about not being able to watch a movie that he paid for. In the end they gave him his credit back and we still have an hour and ten min. to watch it so we watched what we could. That movie makes you not want to buy another diamond again (yes I'm talking to all you gold digging bitches out there mainly...then again your prolly too cold hearted to begin with it doesn't matter to you). so basically the story is about the illegal smuggling of diamonds in Africa....they force people to mine and find diamonds by gun point then they smuggle them into the next country where it is then mixed with "clean" diamonds and shipped off to the stores and put into rings and what not.....but they do this basically so they can buy guns and go up against the government.....granted that is not a bad idea but when they are putting kids in guns hands and telling them to kill and on top of that aren't really doing anything particular in general besides killing EVERYBODY that they see.....i can understand if your going to kill the army and even government officials but when your killing women and men in the streets that is when you have gone down the wrong path and your mission that you had planned on from the beginning. so all in all i didn't get to watch it entirely but over-all pretty good movie and it really makes you think about what is going on in the world and how people truly are evil when it comes to making money.
